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The Way Home: A meditation Day 71 Mastering the Toltec Way

 Also conciously used Jung's Active Imagination tecnique.

I'm vigorously walking up the side of a mountain. I've been on a quest to find true love. I encounter a massive wooden door in the side of the mountain. As I examine the door I'm completely amazed by the beauty and complexity. It was very intricate carvings of plants and animals woven in with gods and goddesses from all different sources. The door upon inspection is really a wooden panel there is no handle or apparent way in. I can even finally examine the edges of the panel and see a metal band there's not even a fraction of an inch leeway between the sculpt the door the metal band that surrounds it in the Stone. I'm an examining away in intellectually. I imagine beams of light coming from my eyes Illuminating the door and allowing me to be very thorough in my investigation. I know what is behind the door is unlimited Universal love. Is also readily apparent to me there is no way in for me. I've made myself unlovable through my own actions. I recall a scene or scenes when I was young staring from the kitchen in our small apartment to my mother sitting in a chair. I realize that she deeply love me but was unable or unwilling to express it. In front of the unyielding door I embrace the loneliness and sadness of that rejection. I further imagined comforting grass and Moss leading up to the entrance and I lay down and went to sleep.. In my dream instead of looking with my eyes and these Spotlight vision, I looked with my heart. The way I imagine that was warmth radiating from my chest. Similar to a radiant heater. Instead of focusing on the details I just embraced and completely loved the door. All of the figures and animals on the door became animated. They're wiggling and moving around becoming alive. As I look at the door two large impressions of a hand my left hand and right hand appears flat surfaces inside all of this moving sculpture. It becomes apparent to me that's an invitation to take my hands and gently push on the door. As I do this with almost no effort the door swings open and an amazingly vibrant and beautiful Valley appears before me. I can hear the birds singing see the animals gently roaming across the countryside. Seeing here waterfall. Imagine part of it being a spring coming directly out of the ground. As I embrace the love that I'm experiencing I come to understand that the love is the light of the Sun. Just like on a still spring day where you can feel the Sun's Warm all over your body that is what I was feeling. I imagine that the Sun more specifically the sun's radiation is the love of the cosmos.



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